[{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org\/","@type":"Article","@id":"https:\/\/www.somfer.sk\/posledne-vianoce\/#Article","mainEntityOfPage":"https:\/\/www.somfer.sk\/posledne-vianoce\/","headline":"Posledn\u00e9 Vianoce","name":"Posledn\u00e9 Vianoce","description":"Moje posledn\u00e9 Vianoce boli fakt stra\u0161n\u00e9. Prebre\u010den\u00e9, nem\u00e1m z ni\u010doho rados\u0165, rad\u0161ej by som vymenila v\u0161etky dar\u010deky za l\u00e1sku. Priate\u013e prech\u00e1dza kr\u00edzou a ja neviem, ako sa tomu postavi\u0165. Nevie, \u010do chce. Nevie, ako sa spr\u00e1vne rozhodn\u00fa\u0165. Chv\u00ed\u013eu hovor\u00ed, ako ma m\u00e1 stra\u0161ne r\u00e1d, \u017ee by bol na\u0161tvan\u00fd a vy\u010d\u00edtal by si, \u017ee by som […]","datePublished":"2023-04-08","dateModified":"2024-01-08","author":{"@type":"Person","@id":"https:\/\/www.somfer.sk\/author\/devene\/#Person","name":"devene","url":"https:\/\/www.somfer.sk\/author\/devene\/","identifier":1,"image":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/65248d4269af31fa3fa693ee3fd479d0960b985d370ed586e59378332be7a3ce?s=96&d=mm&r=g","url":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/65248d4269af31fa3fa693ee3fd479d0960b985d370ed586e59378332be7a3ce?s=96&d=mm&r=g","height":96,"width":96}},"publisher":{"@type":"Organization","name":"somfer.sk","logo":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"\/logo.png","url":"\/logo.png","width":600,"height":60}},"image":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"https:\/\/www.somfer.sk\/wp-content\/uploads\/couple-560783_1280_10_10_10_9.jpg","url":"https:\/\/www.somfer.sk\/wp-content\/uploads\/couple-560783_1280_10_10_10_9.jpg","height":0,"width":0},"url":"https:\/\/www.somfer.sk\/posledne-vianoce\/","about":["\u017divotn\u00fd \u0161t\u00fdl"],"wordCount":427,"articleBody":"Moje posledn\u00e9 Vianoce boli fakt stra\u0161n\u00e9. Prebre\u010den\u00e9, nem\u00e1m z ni\u010doho rados\u0165, rad\u0161ej by som vymenila v\u0161etky dar\u010deky za l\u00e1sku. Priate\u013e prech\u00e1dza kr\u00edzou a ja neviem, ako sa tomu postavi\u0165. Nevie, \u010do chce. Nevie, ako sa spr\u00e1vne rozhodn\u00fa\u0165. Chv\u00ed\u013eu hovor\u00ed, ako ma m\u00e1 stra\u0161ne r\u00e1d, \u017ee by bol na\u0161tvan\u00fd a vy\u010d\u00edtal by si, \u017ee by som mala by\u0165 s nejak\u00fdm in\u00fdm chalanom a potom zase hovor\u00ed, \u017ee chce by\u0165 chv\u00ed\u013eu s\u00e1m, vad\u00ed mu po\u010d\u00fava\u0165, ke\u010f niekam ide, kde m\u00e1 priate\u013eku a \u017ee sa v\u0161etci vypytuj\u00fa. Ja nem\u00e1m najmen\u0161ie pochybnosti o tom, \u017ee ho milujem. Som s n\u00edm \u0161\u0165astn\u00e1 a tie\u017e si dok\u00e1\u017eem predstavi\u0165 by\u0165 sama, ale nechcem strati\u0165 niekoho, ako je on..P\u00e1\u010di sa mi vo v\u0161etk\u00fdch oh\u013eadoch, a\u017e na t\u00fato kr\u00edzu.. ub\u00edja ma to a prest\u00e1vam ma\u0165 na \u010doko\u013evek energiu.. nechcem odch\u00e1dza\u0165, chcela by som to vyrie\u0161i\u0165, ale on sa str\u00e1n\u00ed, nechce ni\u010d rie\u0161i\u0165, mysl\u00ed si, \u017ee t\u00e1 kr\u00edza bude znova a znova.. ja sama v sebe nec\u00edtim \u017eiadnu neistotu v tom, \u017ee by som s n\u00edm nechcela by\u0165.. je pre m\u0148a v\u0161etk\u00fdm\u2026 a nemysl\u00edm si, \u017ee by sa kr\u00edza mala opakova\u0165, ke\u010f na tom zapracujeme\u2026 bola som vonku s kamar\u00e1tkou as kamar\u00e1tom a on mi never\u00ed, \u017ee nikoho in\u00e9ho nem\u00e1m\u2026 ja m\u00e1m v\u0161ak \u010dist\u00e9 svedomie a v\u017edy to bol on, ktor\u00fd hovoril, \u017ee je fajn ma\u0165 aj kamar\u00e1tky a kamar\u00e1tmi vo vz\u0165ahu, \u010di u\u017e rovnak\u00e9ho alebo opa\u010dn\u00e9ho pohlavia.Nem\u00e1m u\u017e silu sa obhajova\u0165, ke\u010f viem, \u017ee som nevykonala ni\u010d zl\u00e9 a bola vonku s partiou. Pr\u00edde mi, \u017ee \u017eiarli a to je prejav citov\u2026 u\u017e by som chcela by\u0165 zase v pohode, ale on st\u00e1le udr\u017euje t\u00fato n\u00e1ladu a ja nem\u00f4\u017eem pr\u00eds\u0165 na to, ako tomu zamedzi\u0165\u2026 Navy\u0161e nech\u00e1pem fakt, \u017ee bol schopn\u00fd ma necha\u0165 plaka\u0165 aj cez sviatky. Tie sviatky, ktor\u00e9 by mali by\u0165 tie najkraj\u0161ie. A on ich bohu\u017eia\u013e zase cel\u00e9 pokazil. Neviem, pre\u010do to rob\u00ed, ale ni\u010d\u00ed ma to. Sn\u00e1\u010f mus\u00ed vidie\u0165, \u017ee sa so mnou nie\u010do deje a \u017ee by mal zmeni\u0165 spr\u00e1vanie. Takto to u\u017e dlho nevydr\u017e\u00edm, stra\u0161ne ma to vy\u010derp\u00e1va a hrozne ma to unavuje. Ako fyzicky, tak hlavne psychicky.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                "},{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org\/","@type":"BreadcrumbList","itemListElement":[{"@type":"ListItem","position":1,"name":"Posledn\u00e9 Vianoce","item":"https:\/\/www.somfer.sk\/posledne-vianoce\/#breadcrumbitem"}]}]